you know what fucking sucks?
getting better, like actually starting to be happy and see purpose
and to then have all of that taken away from you in an instant
to have your head come flooding back with thoughts and emotions
and this time, i’m tired of fighting, i’m tired of trying to get better
it’s just never going to happen is it?
ughuhgufh you know that feeling where you want someone SO BAD like not even in a sexual way like you just want to touch their skin and hug them and feel their warmth and smell their scent and feel how soft their hair is and look into their eyes and hear their voice and soak in their presence like it’s physically impossible to have them by your side but you need it so bad like you just want them to be yours you want them physically there for you
but to run my fingers
down your spine
like you are my
book. But I still
cannot read you,
your own language.
Your pages are
tired and torn,
but I want you,
I want it all. — Michelle K., “Like a Book” (via oofpoetry)